The pastor of grief and dreams guides his flock towards the next field with all his care. He has heard the bell tolling but the sheep are hungry and need the grass, today and every day. Beautiful his patience, his long shadow, the rippling sound of the flocks moving along the valley.
These days we over use the emotional words in our language to the point of trivialization. When my seven year old daughter died, sadness becamse a new emotion I had never felt before although I had used the word often. Never had tears physically hurt until that moment. I was so angry at God for letting this happen. The overpowering futility that there was nothing I could do to get her back was daunting. Two thoughts shocked my thought process while I was loudly crying in my car, alone. “Be still and know that I am God.” Psalm 46:10. How could God talk to me when I was shouting out loud my helplessness and grief. Next, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” 2 Cor. 12:9. My love for the Pastor of grief and dreams has never been so strong as the day when He was all I had and all I would ever need.
These days we over use the emotional words in our language to the point of trivialization. When my seven year old daughter died, sadness becamse a new emotion I had never felt before although I had used the word often. Never had tears physically hurt until that moment. I was so angry at God for letting this happen. The overpowering futility that there was nothing I could do to get her back was daunting. Two thoughts shocked my thought process while I was loudly crying in my car, alone. “Be still and know that I am God.” Psalm 46:10. How could God talk to me when I was shouting out loud my helplessness and grief. Next, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” 2 Cor. 12:9. My love for the Pastor of grief and dreams has never been so strong as the day when He was all I had and all I would ever need.